Monday, March 16, 2009

When you get defocussed

email
Con call
no response
fruits
chapathi
buy saree
proposal
blog
next trip
study

Not so much in this order, but of late my mind has been travelling through various aspects of my life without any flow or a thread connecting them. I decided to close my eyes for a few secs and note down the 10 random words that flowed one after the other and here is the above list..somewhere down the line, I get this sense Im running to catch something that doesnt exist.A blur veils my eyes and the restlessness seems to be bogged down by a sense of defocus. There is negative energy running through my veins and Im currently at a loss to stem this flow or probably channelise the flow..There, the doorbell rings..

10 comments:

I am said...

ahha seems like my post!

hope to gain focus...best wishes for you to gain focus too.. :)

tanu

Sarah Sofia Ganborg said...

Well to me it's a problem, when I have too many loose ends, too many things hanging in the air... i have to end one cycle after another, then I feel much better!

love, sarah sofia

vishesh said...

study?

Anjuli said...

hmm... what negativity? all's well?

CM-Chap said...

I guess... your subconscious mind is in search of some solution which your conscious brain is not aware off. Thats the I look at it.

Close your eyes for loner time... Spend some time all alone. You may get an answer

Paradox said...

That feeling is understandable, although not with the exact thoughts. :o) Maybe its a result of a hectic lifestyle.I read somewhere that the rich nowadays are those who have time affluence.

SandyCarlson said...

A beautiful way to meditate. I will try that. I appreciate your description of how you feel; I often feel that way. I will try this approach to living in it.

RustyNeurons said...

given that you achieve so much - photogrpahy, blogging, working and travelling, I am surprised you still feel defocussed.
Some energy you have lady! :) May you be successful in channeling them to some more ventures.

SandyCarlson said...

Tantalizing. My imagination weaves these together in quite a tapestry. Thanks.

ramya said...

Hope you get focussed back again. And, another thought that came in my head was 'buy saree', even while meditating, women cannot leave the thought of clothes!!
Nice blog. Will surely visit again :-)